i love to dance!

there is something in me that makes feel me uneasy. i really want to dance right now!

(i'm so amazed by the beat and the steps of Janet Jackson's new techno single....FEEDBACK!)

unfortunately, i can't get the steps right... it's so frustrating! i feel awkward moving my body knowing that it looks ridiculous! i think this is because it's been a while since the last time i grooved with the beat...

you know what? becoming a professional dancer was my greatest dream when i was in first year high school. dancing was my passion at that time. i joined groups and inter school competitions. dancing was my escape from pressures on my studies. but later on when i was more exposed to the big world, i realized that there are a lot of things more important than dancing.

it's sad. it's sad to give up a dream just because others find it "little" relative to their "big" dreams. but now, i know that i could be anyone i wanted to be. i could be a dancer, a singer, a painter, an adventurer... whoever! (yeah right!)

nyahaha! well, i think i really need to practice harder to get the steps right. i will not quit this time! be back with the FEEDBACK!